vampy_viter15 (vampy_viter15) wrote in locowriters,
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Want

Want

I want
Wanting what I do best
Praying for my wishes to come true
Wanting him
Wanting him to love me
And hold me
Wanting him to banish the pain I feel

Wanting him to touch me
For him to pierce me
To create something
That thing full of life and innocence
Something that will love me through anytime
Love me regardless of my flaws and faults

For that is how he loves me
Knowing almost every thought
Every bitter memory
Every tear, every smile
He remembers those
And he still loves me
But not they way I want.

He tries and protects me
Battles all my demons
Banishes my past
saying it means nothing
Restoring my innocence
When what he saw was pain
And the innocence that is there
But needed to be dug out

I want it to stop
The pain I feel
Seeing him with her
Listening to him yearn for her.
And not for me
For if his angel breaks his wings
We’ll go back to before
Nothing more is wanted
I’m not what he wants
Being unwanted like that hurts
I’m shattered
Broken

I want
Wanting is what I do best
But what I want is a fantasy
A fantasy to come true
I want a happily ever after
Will my fantasy become a life?
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